Thoughtful in His Own Way

Sometimes we enjoy each other’s company through simple things. Nothing big, just little moments that quietly mean a lot.

He’s usually at home, working on his laptop while something light plays on the TV. I’m often still at the office, staying late to finish things that didn’t get done during the day. Our lives move at different paces, but somehow, he always finds a way to make space for me.

Today, he got us burgers. He picked them up, stopped by the office, and handed mine over with a smile. No rush, no fuss. Just that calm way he shows up when I need it the most. Then he headed home, and I went back to my desk, the burger still warm in my hands.

He had his at home. I had mine alone at the office. But it still felt like we were sharing something.

It’s not just about the food. It’s about the way he remembers, even when I don’t say a word. The way he makes sure I don’t go through a long day on my own.

Some days are tiring, but small gestures like this make everything feel a little softer. A little sweeter. And in the middle of all the noise and deadlines, it feels good to be thought of.

Fairy Tail

Fairy Tail is more than just an anime to me. I’m one of its biggest fans, and my connection to it runs deep. I can still remember, although only vaguely, how I first started watching it. I had known about it since I was a kid, but back then, I didn’t care much. It was just another name I heard people talk about.

Things changed when I was around 23 or 24 years old. That period of my life was one of the hardest. I was jobless. I was mentally and emotionally broken. I stayed at home every day, locking myself away from the world. I had no motivation and no direction. All I did was try to escape reality by playing games and watching movies.

Then one day, out of nowhere, I remembered an anime I used to hear about when I was younger. Fairy Tail. I decided to give it a try. I told myself, if the first episode was boring, I would stop. I wasn’t expecting anything.

But it surprised me. It didn’t disappoint me at all.

From the very first episode, one character caught my attention. Lucy Heartfilia. She wasn’t just the main character to me. She felt like a reflection of myself. I saw parts of me in her. She was full of energy, she had big dreams, and most of all, she wanted more out of life. She wanted to leave her comfort zone and find a place where she truly belonged. That hit me so hard, because I felt the exact same way.

I admired her so much. I envied her courage. She was brave enough to leave a home where she didn’t feel loved. She walked away from the people who made her feel small and started her own journey. I wanted to do the same. I wanted to be that brave.

And in a way, I did. She inspired me. She made me believe that I could take the first step to build a life that feels right for me. That’s what I did a few years ago. Slowly, painfully, but with hope, I started walking on my own path.

I still remember the feelings I had when I watched Fairy Tail for the first time. The goosebumps. The way my chest felt heavy during emotional scenes. The tears that came without warning. I had never felt that connected to a story before.

Fairy Tail gave me something I was missing.

I wanted a place I could call home, because the home I grew up in never felt like one. I wanted to go on fun, wild adventures with true friends, but I never got the chance to. I wanted a life partner who would protect me, love me, and stay. But the people I met only left scars.

Everything I ever dreamed of, like home, friendship, love, and purpose, all of it existed in Fairy Tail. I know it is fiction. I know it is fantasy. But somehow, it became real to me in my heart.

And now, as I begin to turn 30, I can see things more clearly. I look back at my life and realize something important. All this time, I have been on a journey too. A real one. My own story. Slowly, I have been trying to make those dreams come true. Even when things were hard, I never gave up.

I kept going because I had hope. I had faith in God. I believed that my story was not over.

I still want to be strong like Lucy. I want to be smart like her. I want to be the person in my family who finally breaks the cycle and creates a better future. Just like she did.

That is how much Fairy Tail means to me.

I even had a gold pendant custom made, carved with the Fairy Tail guild symbol. It is not just an accessory. It is a reminder.

This pendant is a symbol that my life still holds hope. That my dreams are still alive. That even if I have not reached them yet, I am still on my way. Just like in the world of Fairy Tail.