Lazy Bum Uh

I'm bored tonight, so I did some throwback by reading my old post in this blog. Actually not all but only few months back. Then I thought, omg what have I done in my life. I've waste too much precious things and dreams. What do I suppose to do in my upcoming age. When I realise, I've post too many things about dreams, hopes, futures and all that kind of things, then I tries to look at myself in this present. And I'm like, oh damn what the heck am I doing being lazy bum and useless all days.

Yes I'm now a student again after about three years living as a career young lady - making money. I think this sudden change and decision that I took did really gave me some serious mental shock. Why? Cuz I ain't ready a single heart to achieve anything as a student. My mind still in a have-more-fun-while-being-young mode. I even purposely didn't submit any of my assignment during this past 2 sem.

I need to rethink what I've lived for in this life. What matters and what not. I'm at my 22 already. Well I even too lazy to finish this late night thought. Whatever. I think I will just let it be for now. Cuz I gotta finish my assignment by this week. Need to let my brain get in fresh mode so I can rethink rationally what I really want to do in my life, about my dreams and so on. 

Gotta go!